Timez eez tuff

Really?! Really? Really.

I hate to talk about it because every time I do I seem to jinx myself. I had this mental goal of becoming a producer before I turn 25 years of age. That anniversary is rapidly approaching and it seems I may have made it just in time.

I got an AP title, but it has probably come in the worst way ever, being that there is no difference in what I was doing before to what I am doing now. Granted, I didn't expect EVERYTHING to change but I was hoping for the long awaited escape from my current position.

The problem is, and I know it; I need to get out of this office. However, the backlash of leaving is that I would tear down a solid bridge.

Generally my advice to someone else would be; "Dude, you'll be ok, stick it out and look for a job while keeping this one and when the right one comes a long...go!"

My issue is I don't want to go backwards. I've invested a lot of time at this place with a lot of people and have proven myself over and over and over to finally AVAIL! Sigh....avail...

Justice is hard to come by, I realize. I've been very aware of that for quite awhile. I always knew that with good work and a good attitude I would get what I wanted and then do better with it when I had it...create my own justice.

Ok, so I have the job! I am an Associate Producer for a pilot (Another Pilot). A pilot for a gameshow that is centered on Plastic Surgery. Winzzzzz. (thats where the Really? plays in)

As a person who has dealt with projects in the past that she has felt uninspired by this one does not phase me. A job is job and I'll do the best that I can.

BUT COME ON.

I can safely say that once this title is firmly notched on my belt I am free to fly.



Sorry for the snarky post.

much love,
the mayor